These few days I've been thinking a lot of things. The more I think of, the more imperfectness I found in myself. Imperfectness, the word is way too beautiful to describe what I felt about myself.
I found lots and lots of weaknesses in myself and I can't help feeling useless.
The major weakness that I found out is that the playfulness in me. I've never been too serious with what I'm doing and I keep regretting after what I've done. but I never get any better. Gosh, I'm so ****! I asked myself to be serious with what I'm facing now and in the future. I pray that I have the strength and persistence that I can get out from this weakness which I hate most.